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Wednesday, November 30
Y 9:03 PM

since euu dunnoe wad happened today , i'll tell euu everything in detail !!

i simply juz cannot take it ! i cant ta han ur farking attitude ! is that seats belongs to euu only ??? euu haf no farking right to scold pple bastard or bitch . do euu noe that u're scolding ur classmates that euu are going to spend another 2 years together . ? wad is ur reason fer hating her ?? jus bcoz she's from china ?? okie den u farking childish ! plz .. u din even try to noe her more and u r hating her ? wad the hell . not everyone can take ur attitude . AND I AM THE ONE WHO CANT STAND IT ! u keep cursing her in front of us . please note that we're her frendx ! i din argue back coz i tink i still can tolerate . but u muz noe; there's a limit to my patience . i m damn impatient .
she cried bcoz she was furious and upset wif ur farking attitude ! she haf cried soo much , wad's more euu wan now ?? dun euu feel guilty ? i doubt so bahx !
i tiink he's the only guy in our class can tok to euu . and euu scold him bastard !!!! fark off !

i dunnoe wad to say to euu but i m guilty of isolate euu to her . i tink u're quite confused of the incident today . so i tink euu shld noe now . u're soft-hearted good ger . but tis soft-hearted de xing ge can be one of ur bad point . maybe durin sec sch life , ur frendx are mostly guys . u wont face much problem lyk us now . juz to let euu noe i din blame euu today .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Tuesday, November 29
Y 9:33 PM

_____________________ i lurve it _____(^00^)zhuzhu , guess wad is it .__

i keep thinking where to find it and finallie i found it le . lalala . stolen its 1st kiss le . aiyohx .

hate last min work . but i keep doing last min work . damn farking pissed off now . wad the hell . anyway , i m going to do my last min work now . haiix .


..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Y 4:31 PM

i m tired . shred moi !!
fer the past few hours i haf been doing it . but it seems difficult fer moi to finish the whole project by today and tml bahx . u guys are simply clever . or i m stupid . anyway i m not angry lahx . dun worry .

hope i can finish by wed and hand in on time . continue my work......

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Monday, November 28
Y 3:45 PM

______________my desk_____4eva untidy ..
went back to np . bought the thing i wan le . i finallie haf a digital cam . although not the brand i wan . but nvm lahx . i lurve it lehx .
helped ying jie to decorate the display . haha actually din help out much . juz stood dere n keep disturbing by sayiin :" i wan to spray .." sorry arhx . anyway , told moi a lotx of things . keep moi update okie ?

i lurve the jelly . thanx . hehe .



..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Sunday, November 27
Y 3:36 PM

the 26th is here le . finallie .. hope i can get the thing i wan asap bahx .
haiix i m still deciding . fer the whole day keep thinkin of this stupid thing . -.-" hope b4 i go to bed later i can haf the ans i wan .

keep nagging and nagging . ain't you all tired ?? i m tired le lehx . nagged fer 2 hrs . -.-" shut up man ! i m the way i behave now . leave it or take it .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Friday, November 25
Y 3:15 PM

i wun cry if euu cry . i'll stay happy and cheerful to cheer euu up . life is lyk that . problems fer us to solve . cheer up !!

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Wednesday, November 23
Y 3:02 PM

not in a very gd mood nowadays . get frustrated easily . -.-" fer the past 2 days , keep tinkin sec 2 and 3 memories . really lurve sec 2 and 3 memories . really crazy at tat time . fun but sumtimes sad . forgot on which day , saw zhen you and his gf at suntec . after 2 yr plus , finally see him . change a lotx . haiix ~~~~~
misss moi sec 2 and 3 . miss those time when we sat outside of the class to watch bball match . miss those time i play bball soccer wif them . miss those fun following the one we lyk after sch . when we knew exam is round the corner , we juz Don't Care .

mao .. rmb hu is SX ? MJ ? KL ? all these are the codes fer us to rmb .
haiix ~~~ sad . cant alwayx look back . i muz keep on moving .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Tuesday, November 22
Y 2:37 PM

during sec 3 , his mum contracted cancer . end of sec 3 , his mum passed away . leaving behind the 4 of them . he started pon sch during sec 4 . din go fer detention . flung all his tests and exam . no matter how hard his frendx persuade him , nth change his attitude towards studies . father dunnoe do wad , big brother work fer himself . he works fer himself and his younger sis . the salary he got at the end of the month was fer the family and his sis's sch fees . everything happened too fast fer him to react . he was unable to cope and unable to adapt . but wad to do ? has to force himself to face the fact . times goes by , he is more cheerful . he learns to accept and treasure the people around him . now , he has a caring gerfrend to replace the lost piece of jigsaw in his heart .

this incident happened when i was in sec 1 . at tat time i was too young to understand all the pain he encountered . time goes by , i start to understand . he is indeed admirable .

[L]eo[N]


..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Sunday, November 20
Y 2:19 AM

Happy 3rd monthniversary Lao gong . (0'.'0)
i tink we' re faster den the time . erhx i dunnoe wad i m sayin . -.-"
muackx !

..* eUu *..
lurve to keep quiet . shhh .....
act cool in sch -.-" . (tat's wad i tink .)
stubborn !
Lazy fat pig .
Blur blur de .
damn chubby !
poor in expressing ur feeling . (failed ! )
black suits euu . ( know wad i mean ? chim lehx )

ermx ... opps =x everything above are bad de mahx ? but i cant tink of any other except fer those above lehx . how ? okie lahx i tot of one le . *when i m cold , euu hold moi hands to warm moi * muackx .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Y 1:08 AM

cant slp after i open my eyes . sianx ! maybe last thurs i slept too much le bahx . quite lookin forward to the party later .
minty ah .. actually dere's reason y i wan euu to come wif moi de lahx . hehe . after euu see my blog le den i'll tell u de . =P

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..



Saturday, November 19
Y 3:33 AM

haiix . 2 days din go to sch . slept almost one day one night . finally today haf the strength to sit in front of the com to blog .-.-" start to miss sch . haiix .
received a lotx of "takkaire" msg . thanx guys . i m fine le . intended to go to sch today but lazy lahx . juz recover only later kena again . i hate to go n see doctor de . the doctor not handsome de . moi mama n moi sis r my fav doctor only .
hope tml i can go to fen's celebration . i haf no taste bud now . everything to moi is tasteless .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Tuesday, November 15
Y 1:44 PM

nowadays keep dozing off in class . din pay attention in class . i really tried my best to stay awake and listen to the lecturers le . but they are lyk chanting and tis makes moi fall asleep . haiix !
my following week de resolution : pay attention in class . do not fall asleep in class .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Monday, November 14
Y 4:01 PM

euu are..
naughty naughty !!
cool but chubby . =x
untidy but clean . =/
blur but clever . =
euu are being lurved by moi =p
(o'.'o)

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Y 3:41 PM

kai woke moi up in the morning . hehe . acc her to order her bdae cake cake . after 4 yrs will be my turn to order the most expensive and meaningful cake le .
went back to np to take my medicine and cd . the main purpose is to take my medicine which i left it in my locker the night before .however...today.. damn it ~ forgot to take back again . sianx 1/2 . got the cd but not medicine . haiix ~
still haf 13 more days to go . i'll haf the things i wan soon . hmmm . waitin .....


.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Sunday, November 13
Y 6:03 PM

finally . after 2 days of jiemei's ri den i blog . sorry gers ~
Happy jiemei's ri ! (" v ") maomao mango
Lurvee all of u alwayx ! muackx ~
rmb the promise we made duriin sec 2 .

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Y 4:18 PM

i m a good ger . -.- " i study and work hard de . -.-"
Thanx Edern
Thanx Christ
Thanx Li Ping
Thanx .............(too many le)
my every saturdays working , all of euu keep helping moi . soo paiisehx . thanx ah ~

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Friday, November 11
Y 1:57 PM

mistaken a person in sch . my god . soo paiisehx !! took quite sometime to overcome myself . -.-" early morning received my frend's sms . told moi tat the ger he lyk was attached yesterday . haiix . sad fer euu . but u seems to be happy lehx . anyway it's gd to be optimistic bahx . i didnt mean i wan u to be sad lahx . euu muz take care of urself .
acc kai to FTMS to collect her free ipod nano . rain so heavily after her collection . walked into the rain to ps . drenched ! intended to shop and watch the men's model contest but ended went home . ii need to rest . siick after walkin in the rain . -.-" weak man !
Lemon needs to do ECT de tutorial le . hardworkin biitch ~ haha .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Thursday, November 10
Y 3:13 PM

my frend told moii about her buddy's problem . her buddy , A is haviin problem wif her bf . A's bf really treats A very good . but one thiing A dislike is tat he's too mysterious . guess is either a scorpio or capricorn . -.-" A starts to get impatient and the trust fer him starts to fade . A is a ger who believes no one until she tiink tat the person is truthful to her .
A's bf din feel the change in her . he diin feel the trust has slowly disappeared from their relationship . A did try to believe hiim again but she simply cant .
if euu are A , wad will u do to save tis relationship ?
haiix . i hesitate fer quite long b4 telliin my frend . once dere's no trust in the relationship , den i tiink it's better to gif up . why force ?? please , guessing game is only played during leisure time but not in a relatioship ok !! tell her give up lahx , not tired mehx ? haiix . sumtimes i m juz contradicting moiiself . it's not easy to give up ur lurve ones . haiix !


Y 2:45 PM

had mac fer my lunch again . skip gem lesson wif minty and went to jurong point to look fer someone's bdae present . found le but have not bought it yet .
haiix . from next week onwards tiink i'll be busy . wad to do ? accept the facts . shred moi !!! i'll stay strong to face it and accomplish my task .

thanx fer ur help . u did help moi a lotx though i dun really noe u yea . =D

thinkin back all the good time i spent wif euu makes moi heart ache . can i turn back the time to haf u back wif us again ? i've hoping too much in moi life . i want euu back iin moi life again !
my heart is alwayx fragile . please handle wif care ~ tiink i'll bubble-wrap it . -.-"
..-::"*LemoN*::-..


Wednesday, November 9
Y 2:51 PM

still haf 18 days before i can get the thing i wish to haf long long time ago .
while bathiin , tiink a lotx . realised a lotx of thing . i realised tat i really changed . fer the past 1 year , i was not the one that i used to be now . i was not in my usual moi . hmm . i finally found the way i wan to live moi life . pathetic . living in a world of fake fer almost 1 year .
i lurve my life now . haf frendx around moi all the time . do the thing i wish to do . i noe i m not alone in this world . though sometimes i encounter problem which i keep thinkiin fer more than 1 week , i still lurve my life . i'm loving it ! -.-

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Tuesday, November 8
Y 2:31 PM

feeling tired after lesson . sorry cant make it to meet all of u . dere's still chance on 22nd nov yea ~?
wondering they remember 11th nov . hope they remember .
quite looking forward to kai's bdae . time fer celebration yea ~ hehe .
dere r a lotx of thing i m lookiin forward to . hehe .

good luck to siling , kejun and jian ping fer their O'level . jia you !

.-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Monday, November 7
Y 10:53 AM

feel tat i treat frends better den treatin him . haiix ! is it right or wrong ? i still have not learnt ! please teach moi .
..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Y 9:29 AM

when it's time to give up , i think it's better to let go . simply blame it on the time . but must oso be grateful tat 2 strangers are able to meet and know each other in this world . at least both haf those sweet n sad memories together . yes , maybe he treats u not good , but u fiind it nice . he treats u not gd and yet u treat him the best . maybe this is wad that makes u really falls in LURVE . it really breaks ur heart to give up the one u lurve soo much . if giving up is the way to let him happy , den let go ur hand bahx .
once a ger really falls into you , she's willing to do everything fer you . treasure wadd u having now . learn to treasure before she disappears right in front of you .

..-:"*LemoN*"::-..


Saturday, November 5
Y 2:16 PM

Happy 15th Bdae ger ! stay cheerful 4eva ! plz dun alwayx bully moi okie ? =x

went shopping wif minty after our lesson . din buy anything . -.-" sianx ! hate the feeling of buying nth after spending half day shopping . argh ~~
i m tired `

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Friday, November 4
Y 4:16 AM

reached home around 11am tis morning . spent the whole night wif winwinn . tired . -.- zZz
went to my sis de bbq wif my boy at east coast . tried to make it for the last bus , but in vain yea ~ took another bus to suntec n spent a few hours dere b4 taking the night rider to his hse .

pass the car to zhi xiang le . transaction over le .but frendship cannot over arhx ! haha . anyway thanx fer ur drink . btw ..
Happy 18th Birthday to you Mr Tall .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


Tuesday, November 1
Y 3:15 PM

after 2 yr n i finally saw shooting star again last nitez . wish comes true .
today 1st day of sch after the long vacation . exhausted ! went to esplanade again wif winwinn . hehe lalala . tired but happy .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..



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