day 1 and 2 of CNY ~ >,<
kt , min and hiim came my hse .
my uncle came here to drink .
going mao's hse later .


..-;;"*LemoN*"::-..


1st time in the yr we sat together to have our dinner .

i am happy when i see couples laugh and play together . those happiness expressed are real . how i wish everyone in this world has their lurve one by their side . how i wish lurve can be everlasting . how i wish this is the 1st and the last one . there shld not be any third party between the 2 of them . cherish each other well .

my wish fer the new year...
::hello kitty watch . (cant really survive w/o a watch )
::study hard for my coming exam and term test .
::Family and frendx stay healthy .
::wish that i could find a lotx of money under my fat pillow the next day i woke up .
::eat ramen .
::lurve-him-forever .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..







pictures speak a thousand words .

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accepted ! accept his character if you lurve him .


rejection . i am not strong enough to reject .

hiding . i am not so skillful .

stubborn . i have a strong determination .

bear grudges . i am sorry , i will take revenge .

there is no second chance everytime . how to believe there is no second time of hurting when the scar gained from the first time was never gonna be healed . dun beg for another trust . dun beg for the second chance . don't even do wrong if you know there is no second chance .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-.


20.01.06
went shopping with min and yanling at far east and bugis . bought the blazer i wanted from Indulgence . hees ~cost me about 30 bucks . went to bugis after far east . bought another tee from bugis street . also , i bought a pair of hello kitty earrings . i lurve hello kitty . cute ! heex~ min and yan oso bought quite a lotx of things . finally i get to eat tom yam ban mien(not really tat fresh yea ~) . =) though it's not similar as Ramen Ten de dish i want , but still enjoy . went all the way to rochor road to eat beancurd . haax ~ by the time when i reached home was already 12am . yawn !



taken from the ICON shopping stores. they won't come alive , will they ?

shagged ~ lemon.mintie.yanling ~ smile !!

210106.

went to work this morning . my breakfast was the new year tidbits . -.-" quite appetizing lahx . lunch break ate bee hoon , teriyaki chicken and chicken nuggets . yummy . thanx annie . she is so kind to cook fer us . really delicious ! i am waiting fer the tiramisu make from you .
acc liang guang to wait fer his mum . he went shopping before he came to meet us . he bought a blazer that costs $70 . the quality is better than my blazer , of course .

the 3D puzzle . hello kitty . hees !

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jus completed the Hello Kitty 3D puzzle . so happy sia .heex took me almost 1 month to finish the whole thing .
5months + 1 day together le . muackx i lurve you !

on the way to mrt station , zhi xiang shouted me from 3rd storey . haax ~ took train together . almost 1 month din get to meet him le . get to know one of his frend , Melody . wad a nice name yea ~ anyway , thanx fer ur compliment . heex ~

i dun really lyk the tiramisu from sweet secret . if any kind soul wants to buy me =x, please dun buy from sweet secret . -.-

need to buy a pair of slippers later .
want to go ICON to shop later .
want to eat ramen later .

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my sis finally recovered . she was sicked fer 2 days and fer the past 2 days , i was not used to the silence . -.- min was sicked too . ger , take care yea ~

this semester , friday no need to go to sch . yeah !! so i'll be having a longer weekends compared to others . haax !

i miss ~ i want::
i want to eat ramen !
i want shopping !
i want to slp !
i want $$ !
i want shirt !
i want another pair of levi's jeans !
i want hongbaos !
i want a lot of things yea ~ ? heex . chinese new year is drawing nearer and i dun seem to have the mood . parents plan to visit my relatives in malaysia . my sis and i are still considering whether to join or stay in s'pore . i dun think i'll be going if my sis is not going . but wad are we going to do in s'pore on the 1st day of lunar new year ? everyone will be visiting their relatives and get hongbaos .


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went to marina to celebrate winwin's bdae . hahax ~ quite fun lahx but unfortunately i din eat a lotx . sorry that i was moodless fer a period of the time .

we were tired and went home quite early . i went home alone and think quite alotx . ~.~
suddenly saw the blackies who often hang around moi blk . scary ! my sis warned me about them before . my buddy called me jus in time . talked a lotx of things and gave me some suggestions . thanx bud ~ felt so gan dong when u called me . hahax ~ thanx fer lendin moi ur ear . cheeRs !

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Happy 18th Bdae winwinn . old liaox . grow up okie ? heex .
lurve you 4eva ! must stay wif me forever okie .

older than me de winwinn , u must take care of me lehx . i am younger than you . dun bully me okie ? muackx ~ !
happy birthday to you dear ~

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..


the name of the girl has been changed to protect his identity .

milly is a ger wif a very handsome bf . milly's frendx often compliment her bf and they are soo envy of her . my opinion of her bf : he is a good , faithful and quite caring guy . fer the 1st few months before their 1/2 yr anniversary , they were very happy . their enjoyed each other's company . as time goes by , things starts to change gradually . milly is not as happy as before . she almost lost all the trust she has fer her bf . i know she is depressed now . she feels insecure . she think her bf has someone else in his heart . (maybe she think too much le yea ~) she cant really communicate wif her bf . she din wan to sae her feelings to him . -.-" wad the... maybe she dun dare bahx .-.-"

yi xin bu neng er yong ! if that guy has someone else in his heart , milly , pls ask him , how big is his heart ? king kong size ?? even that king kong has tat woman in his heart only , if u watch the king kong movie . -.-"
tell him , dun hold ur hands when he is thinking of other bitch !
tell him ur feeling lahx . u're in the wrong if u din sae ur feelings . " i'll nv know if u never sae "
gif him n urself a break is u think u nid it . too close is nv good !
dun gif up easily on him . thing may turn out good one day coz u'll nv know .

my sis's asked me a question . and tat question is still in my mind . i keep thinkin of it . almost 2 or 3 years le bahx .
read one of my classmate's blog . it's always xin fu when being lurved rather than lurving someone . agreed ! but lurve is never fair in this world . either u gif in or he/she gif in . you will feel upset if the committment of the other party never reach the "target" u want .
before u even start to have relationship , think whether you can accept this bahx . to me , lurve is committment + communication . no communication = no trust = no security .
i admit , my frends know more about my past compared to my bf . but does my past matters to u ? if yes , i think i'll sae . everyone has their own past . whether to face it or avoid it . sometimes , it doesnt matter whether ur love ones know it .
after my "souless" period , i'll be moodless . often kena horn by vehicles coz i will be thinking a lotx of things while walking home alone . dangerous yea ~ but i m always lucky . haax . i lurve blue colour . what does blue stands fer ? haax .
long post today .

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..14.01.06..
reached home around 12.30am . so i upload now .

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blogging at cine de Coke RedLounge . haax ~ actually now resting after long day of shopping wif mintie . spent almost $200 today -.-" bought a pair of bermudas which cost me 49 bucks . it's worth it yea !
pple are lookin at moi now . -.-" i tink dere's problem bloggin outside yea ~
anyway , meet min at orchard station n went to suntec . from suntec , walked to bugis . frm bugis back to orchard . i m tired now le . later will upload some pics after i reach home .

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jus reached home not long ago . haax ~ surprisingly no nagging frm them . phew ! went to marina square wif mintie , yanling , kt and my winwinn . walking aimlessly . -.-"

sometimes quite afraid walking home alone at night . normally gers are lyk tat . they know they scare of going home alone late at night , they still choose to reach home late . heex ~

i started to hate going to sch everyday le . i will be sad when i noe i m going to sch . haiix ~ hatred ! hate sp . hate some pple in sp sometimes .

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nowadays i m not as happy as before . basically i m not happy , not in a gd mood . i m upset . haf a lotx of reasons fer tis but i dun tink i'll sae them out . shhh~ sometimes i tink dere's no nid to sae out n someone out dere will noe it .

chatted wif moi cousin jus now . about one yr din chat soo long le bahx . something has changed but i think dere's nth change in our mind . jio u out next time .

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cant stop luffing when i m together wif them . no matter how sad i was , they will noe how to make moi luff out . after our presentation , chatting about our sec sch life at mac while having our lunch . LMAO ~ today's presentation was the most relax presentation i ever presented sia .
after tis sem ends , i think we'll not be so close le bahx . coz it's the end of our gem lesson . really lyk tis bunch of moi frendx a lotx n i will miss them .

sometimes u'll only realise how treasure the person is to u when u really lose her .
hope it'll nv ever happen .

*~xiang nian ni di yi chi suo ai wo de shi hou ~* xiang nian ni gang kai shi ai shang wo de shi hou *

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she is nice but imperfect.
she seems clever yet stupid.
she seems to be happy but sad inside.
she seems to be strong but gullible.
she luff a lotx but cry more den she luff.

sometimes she feels unfair and yet she can do nothing . she hates guy to hold her hands when he is thinking of someone else .

thanx mao fer ur encouraging words . i noe u're alwayx dere fer moi when i really nid u . muackx !
thanx mintie n kt . both of u went to help moi buy a new pair of shoes . thanx n i appreciated .
thanx zl fer ur lameness .
thanx winwin (cHubby) fer stayin by moi side . muackx muackx ~!

went to marina square wif mintie to watch SHE . din want to go initially . after that walked to bugis street frm marina square . was our 1st time walking to bugis frm suntec . wad the.... 2 stupid women walked in the middle of the road . -.-" bought a skirt . think it's quite short bahx . sure kena nag le =x oppx ~
i tink tml i'll go n shop again or else i wun haf time to shop fer the whole of tis week n the next . i m going to make moiself busy .

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finallie uploaded the fireworks photos . but i received more that 3 lahx . the rest i tink are not really nice n i din upload .

haiix . sometimes the thing u lyk soo much is jus in front of u . but u cant haf it n u noe after sometimes, it'll be gone forever . wad will u do ?? haiix . maybe dere's a way fer u to haf the thing , which is to let go of another thing u lyk . haiix . i tink dere's nth i can do but to look at it disappear in front of moi bahx .

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frendx 4eva ~ =P

din go to work today . stay at home to do frontpage , reports and everything .-.-"
the moment i woke up , there are food fer moi le . moi sis bought moi fav chicken stick frm toriQ . yummmmmmmy ~ although now the weather is cold but moi hse is filled wif warmth de . coz everyone is at home . =)

moi sis asked moi that have i wonder how heavy is moi shadow . i tink is weightless de bahx . but when i face obstacles , i think moi shadow cast on the floor will be extremely heavy and dark de bahx .

i think i spent too much time on moi game le bahx . euu dun nid to make appointment wif moi to chat de okie . i promise moi buddy , i'll spend sometime to chat wif euu de . sorry yea ~
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finally i realised .. maple is not important den the things i feel is important . wad am i talkin about . but i realised maple is not important bahx . saddening .


Happy yet furious


Bearly.

thanx tong fer the key chain . lurve tis key chain a lotx . tong , u're a sweet ger . mintie , flora , kt , winwin , u n moi , each one has one . but this puzzle key chain is nv completed . sad . hope one day euu will come back n match the 6 key chains together .
thanx fer the Bearly too . hehe Bearly's face very chubbie . hehe lurve him a lotx .


Bearly n Bearrie
Bearly is frm tong n Bearrie is frm mao n mango . thanx . i m a ger who simply lurve forever friends bear . heex ~

furious ~ i m not sure whether is a she or he n i m sorry i'll be calling euu BUTCH ! euu r not a supervisor neither r euu a KING/QUEEN . euu r lazy , euu back stabbed moi n moi frend! euu farkin idiot ! yes i admit i din treat him gd coz i cant treat another guy gd when moi heart already given to moi boyfrend . and yes , he treats moi really gd but i m sorry , i only treat him as moi brother n he knew tat too . so plz , fark off ! plz dun be soo nosey ~ part timers are not ur dogs or cats ! i m sorry to sae , u made moi damn farking furious coz i saw how euu treat the both of them ~ plz get lost from our working place . __

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after work le . haiix . bad day at work . 1st day of 2006 n i was so sad at work .
1. it was moi fault . kena scolded by the customer . -.-"
2. spilled the pail of water over his department . was quite lucky tat he din noe . =p
thanx yu gui , kelvin , ying jie , liang guang , jian ping . they are indeed helpful . heex .
3. forgot to take moi card after i deposited moi money -.-" lucky moi card was noticed by a lady . thanx to whoever . =)

today i was tired . maybe i shldn't have gone dere yesterday . -.-" haiix tired but i still gonna play maple now =P

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jus reached home . met moi sis at the bus stop n walked home together . went to esplanade wif liang guang , ah ping and kai . fireworks were really nice . took le a lotx of pics , but too tired to upload le , next post bahx .went to meet mintie n chat a while b4 the fireworks start .

kena sprayed by all the pple . -.-" revenge lorx . saw tracy n her frend . who cares , sprayed on her too . =p LMAO . hate those "blackies" . all r molesters . fark them off ~ __

zhixiang , euu r a drinker sia . i dunnoe how euu manage to sms moi when euu r drunk -.-" drinker . dun drink too much lahx .

xuanming . haha . long time din sms euu le . thanx fer ur sms .

happy 2006 to all moi frenx ~ may all ur wish come true . cheeRs !

..-:"*LemoN*"::-..