the name of the girl has been changed to protect his identity .

milly is a ger wif a very handsome bf . milly's frendx often compliment her bf and they are soo envy of her . my opinion of her bf : he is a good , faithful and quite caring guy . fer the 1st few months before their 1/2 yr anniversary , they were very happy . their enjoyed each other's company . as time goes by , things starts to change gradually . milly is not as happy as before . she almost lost all the trust she has fer her bf . i know she is depressed now . she feels insecure . she think her bf has someone else in his heart . (maybe she think too much le yea ~) she cant really communicate wif her bf . she din wan to sae her feelings to him . -.-" wad the... maybe she dun dare bahx .-.-"

yi xin bu neng er yong ! if that guy has someone else in his heart , milly , pls ask him , how big is his heart ? king kong size ?? even that king kong has tat woman in his heart only , if u watch the king kong movie . -.-"
tell him , dun hold ur hands when he is thinking of other bitch !
tell him ur feeling lahx . u're in the wrong if u din sae ur feelings . " i'll nv know if u never sae "
gif him n urself a break is u think u nid it . too close is nv good !
dun gif up easily on him . thing may turn out good one day coz u'll nv know .

my sis's asked me a question . and tat question is still in my mind . i keep thinkin of it . almost 2 or 3 years le bahx .
read one of my classmate's blog . it's always xin fu when being lurved rather than lurving someone . agreed ! but lurve is never fair in this world . either u gif in or he/she gif in . you will feel upset if the committment of the other party never reach the "target" u want .
before u even start to have relationship , think whether you can accept this bahx . to me , lurve is committment + communication . no communication = no trust = no security .
i admit , my frends know more about my past compared to my bf . but does my past matters to u ? if yes , i think i'll sae . everyone has their own past . whether to face it or avoid it . sometimes , it doesnt matter whether ur love ones know it .
after my "souless" period , i'll be moodless . often kena horn by vehicles coz i will be thinking a lotx of things while walking home alone . dangerous yea ~ but i m always lucky . haax . i lurve blue colour . what does blue stands fer ? haax .
long post today .

..-::"*LemoN*"::-..