filled wif hatred , furious , being fooled , sad .
i bear grudges . how one makes me become lyk tis , i will nv forgive .
everything started frm me. so this is what i shld get in return lorx. the feelin of being fooled, the hatred inside my heart made me damn tired.

do you feel the feelings in my heart ? if no, i don't blame you coz u may think i did not think of ur feeling too bahx .
i cant help to stop blaming myself.
everything will remain etched in my memory n i dont think i can ever forget, though i wish to forget.